Sholihin

2010-09-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

Fis sayed
I miss u
Heehehehe
=D

I love u too bucuk
Amat tersayang u

2010-08-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

How it is that i am going to do anything impromtu n exciting if all i got for was "dont want".

I can easily give up on the third strike.
1. Ok maybe it was my fault that my elbow swings or slide towards u.
But after making that Necessary remark of "dont go too far", u could at least realise that i sat further to not touch u at starbucks. At least la hold my hands, i might ease down.

2. Gave an idea to go marina barrage but u said no coz go there got what. U can go there with ur cuz just like that but not with me? I dunno what is there or what we can do but we got each other. Thats the most important thing to be together hold hands or talk2. i am a sucker for romatic stuffs k but so what.

3. Saw a concert by sezauri sezali n wanted to see the happenings. U gave no go for it coz i dunno where to park. Must i know where to park, recce there first then go with u? Wheres the sense of adventure n thrill? i didnt even really tried. How can i try if all i hear are all negative stuffs. I dun mind paying more for parking if i can get to be with you n explore the place.

I m really questioning myself, i know what u r capable of but u as a person cant see what i am trying to do. Trying to be a better person for u, trying to please u whenever i could. At times i think further then u just to make u comfortable. Catch a glimpse of u whenever u r feeling down and try to put a smile on ur face. But why this?

Why cant u see? I try even to shift my emotions to fit urs. So i wount need affection or expecting it.

2010-08-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

thinking of missing u,
makes my heartbeat faints..
i could feel my body getting weak n sick,
my brain loops of ur memories

allmost everynight

2010-08-02T02:29:00.001+08:00

allmost everynight
When i am about to sleep
no matter what hp i m using
I will always find her last few msgs for the day,

I will read it then lock my phone,
then i will read it again n lock my phone.
Normally i do it twice or thrice before i really fall asleep

just reading her msgs gave me calmness n peace.

i love u
Warmest regards,
Sholihin

Best regards,
Sholihin

2010-08-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

i dun understand,
why does one time u r r ok then the next is like the other side?

Am i really screwing myself?

290710

2010-07-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

i am not well
But i cant stop thinking of her
i m sleeping in early tonight
i suddenly feel weak

2010-07-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

I wish i could tell u that i m unwell
And u could lend me ur lap n shower
me with love to make me feel well

There is nothing that can describe what a man had lost,
who had everything and now nothing at all..

Everyday is empty,
Just like an aimless soul,
now i shall be quiet n recover with nothing at all

My head is warm, my nose is runny and coughing ocassionally,
felt weak n helpless,
trying to forget that i have a worry heart

Sleeping in early n closing myself with pillows.

And still wishes i had u, now i feel like a flame on a candle, just about to be put out, with this i end my story, and please i dun want anyone to worry

Best regards,
Sholihin

2010-07-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

i didnt buys specs coz i know might need the money later, but since urs is broken n out of shape, i am buying u a new one.

I just need u to take care of ur specs,
i pray for u to do good
n yes, i love u too

Warmest regards,
Your brother
Sholihin

2010-07-26T02:28:00.000+08:00

I love u Fariszan

2010-07-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i dreamt of being with fis,
n i just watched inception with her just now.. dreams are very2 long indeed n it was a pleasant one

I know I never told you,

2010-07-24T03:02:00.001+08:00

I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken...

Best regards,
Sholihin

2010-07-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

i remember the times i look into you,
how calm my heart felt,
u make me weak n bold at the same time,

what i meant by weak is like an ice cream melting in the sun, u r so beautiful and pretty, just wearing anyhow just wear anything wow, and no make up just natural beauty

Bold is like i am like superman bouncing bullets off, that natural aura from u, makes me have confidence n brave up to challenges, ur speech, ur thought of motion

How can i be the same?
I cant even smile properly, coz at the back of my mind, there is no women that i can replace,

Fisayang u r unreplaceable..

2010-07-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

Best regards,
Sholihin

2010-07-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

my heart just stopped
i spent my time sleeping just doodling over 1 picture of u,
i miss u very much

i just wrecked when i read ur msg
am i a fool?
should i not have the heart

190710

2010-07-20T02:36:00.001+08:00

I feel ike crying
i think of her everytime
sumtimes when i msged her
she replied in one or two words

depress doesnt even comes close
i really miss her
i can cry out just thinking of her

yesterday i went out with her
sat down on in the imm bus,
i kept her close but she moved away
i felt like i am just nothing

its ok i never give up
yet i tried to do the right thing
the best thing of what i suppose is right
ya Allah, i feel like dying inside
i am really lost right now
i dont know what to do
my heart burns n burns
i m eating into myself day by day

i cant live without her
i really love her
but ya Allah,
yet i cant continue on like this forever

2010-07-18T17:00:00.001+08:00

Cinta tidak dibalas

180710

2010-07-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

Cinta tidak dibalas =(

160710

2010-07-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

Got an sms reply at 7am
Going to flea market @ sam
Nothing there yet...

I really badly wanted to see u
i left my bike at MOM

so there i was running to bras basah to see you
When met u, i know the sweat is worth it

Crossed a street, i automatically took ur hand,
i hold urs with mine, then i interlocked urs, i secretly took a peek at u
Ur hands says no, ur face say dunno
i was praying please let me hold her hands

Finished crossing the street, still holding hands,
Till u had to move ur bag n lose the grip, i dunno if thats on purpose,

Before that on the escalator, i didnt hold u like i always did, i dont think it would be a pretty scene...

As we ate at fikas', i looked at u, just looking at u, most of the time i steal some peek just to look at you

In the mrt, i hold u, so u dont need to balance or tipped off n struggle justso that u need not to hold me
Played some hands here n there but i saw ur face, it wasnt a real positif one, u r still blurred

Till in the lift, u searched for ur keys to avoid eye contact

At the door u pleasntly closed the door n sayed bye

150710

2010-07-15T20:58:00.001+08:00

I really miss u
I am worried
When i looked at u posting on my wall i was smiling for a long time, the longest time i had in weeks
I texted u here n there, i was uncertain
I dont know if u still love me

2010-07-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

I miss her
:,(

2010-07-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

Ya allah what had i done
please forgive me of my sins

i really love her
please forgive me =,(

2010-07-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

hi,
its been a while since i blogged
a lot of things had happened over the years
good things and bad, all of them leads me to where i am right now

i have finished my national service,
gained friends and experiences
now i have a stable job from which i like to do
marriage would be next, i pray so

i m getting older and i hope i have been much wiser
i have laid down choices for my future
i dont know which one to take
which road is the right one and which isnt for me

my mission now is to build my future..

red bull bc one

2008-12-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

kaki lipat oi, tangan leh simpan
ni mesti cicar kari pegang roti pat kaki!!
this is powerful shit.. awesssooommmeeeeee...

the dream on 27th rejab

2008-07-30T20:10:00.001+08:00

i just woke up from a very strange yet beautiful dream
well here it goes..
it was in the time of when the earth was still a jungle,
i remembered that i was searching for a white montain brazilian??
i was searching for them either to kill them or help them,
they are like the abonomation of new mixture of people,
white beautiful skin n a mixed face, there is some mixed feelings
of either hating this new people or to accept them,
but i choose to help them, so i must find them,
i was hiking up a mountain, amoung the lushes greenery trees n the
sparkling firece waterfall,
making my way up the mountain i was wearing the cave's man clothes..
then i rested n looked at the beautiful greenery untouched by humans
then i looked at the sky, there i could see bright stars shining
everywhere in the big dark blue canvas,
fis came into picture n i fall in love with her, felt that special
feeling of warmthness in my heart,
the sun n moon was transparent n they met n they lay ontop of the
other joining as one
the stars then came down to earth like it was raining here down on earth,
i felt the presence of my family members, uncles grandma n so on,
they were by my side in spirit
the ground shook n i took cover in a huge cave,
fis n i gazed at the earth being filled with falling stars
bright lights bluies n red yellowish in color,
it was the most magnificient sight i had seen,
i hold fis close to me, we spoke a few words n kissed,
feeling each other warmthness, love , sense of belonging
i remembered my prophert remembered his kind actions that led
our ppl closer to allah
things was sort of a blurred, things start taking shape,
the first man made object that i saw was a broken wooden
warning sign, like thoses in different languages
sprayed in red on a white wooden plank of wood,
as if the warning sign was being brought from the future
the warning sign was broken by the falling stars,
the shower of stars became more fierce n intense
i hold fis close n we stayed on each other side,
we were in love
i kissed her n look at her beauty felt love
gazed aponce the sky filled with the sun n moon emerged as one,
on a dark blue sky filled with stars ever shine so brightly
shooting stars everywhere falling onto earth, creation of allah
even a poet cant express it into words wat i saw, it was the most
beautiful sight i had seen in my life
then on i woke up from the dream, as if fis was beside me i
remembered her touch from the dream
without dispair of loosing what i dreamt of,
i typed the dream into words,
dindnt want to forget about this dream as it was a great one
i talked to my sister n she reminded me that today is the
27th day of rejab on the islamic calander
where our great prophert muhammad went up above the
7 layers of sky asking allah to lowered down
the prayers to 5 times a day
then i told her my dream
it was as if the dream was a sign

before singfest

2008-07-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

hello there... i havent posted my trip tp perak but i will update it nxt entry ok.. thanks ar azhari.. just waiting for u pic'...

singfest is here so music fanatics coming for it.. well most of them perhaps.. the tickets are very ex.. no concession prices so HAHA bloody irritating YP, u cant come, well most of u of course.. :p
so back to singfest ya, its ex rite.. i saw the ad months before n i know fis would want to go for it.. i will see what i can do n hey i n serving my ns.. what do u expect rite.. budget la abothen'.. ns pay suck big time.. i asked around n google for it.. n wooohooo.. damn ex tickets i must say.. so my friend told me that i can get it for like $140 for a ticket n its like discounted a lot n i can use citybank to pay..
hummm... let me see... 140 x 2 = $280 WOW!! ex dammit... haish... i saw fis nick tat she wants to go to singfest, tat made me want to grant her that wish.. coz theres a lot of musicians tat she love, like alicia keys n jason mraz.. really should worth the money.. theres a lot of shows to see mann..
so back to the real world.. its ex.. so how... then she spoke n i can tell her that she really want to go for it.. so ok.. lets for for the singfest.. SINGFEST!!! wooho.....

kae man lets talk about august... my month plan for august is quite tight mann.. here n there bits n pieces i need to do n want to do.. one of my close friend is getting engaged, theres a chalet to organise, theres national day but i cant celebarate national day coz i m serving the nation........ , going to take the singapore flyer n so on.. EH YAH MY CLOSE FRIEND IS GETTING ENGAGED!! oh tats a very important day for me.... yet the night before, i will enjoying the night i hope'.. lets pray so that everything turns out smoothly.. hey looking back at my calander, its going to burn a deep hole in my pocket...... n the upcoming month is already the fasting month!!! time fly fast... starting 1st sept is the fasting month of Rahmadan.. wooooo... early... very early...

i think too much.. now i forgot to do a lot of things... buy this buy that, do this do that.. haisss... my hairfall is increasing.. what a fast paced life.. like for tommorow, i m on day duty.. sucks mann.. arrgghhhhhh

prison of my own

2008-05-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

otak buntu seh tak tau apa nak buat,
every time during off days, frist think aku fikirkan = nak jumpa fis..
aku ni one kind, selalu nak jumpa matahair..
i always try to see my girl whenever i had the chance..
tak lupa kawan ah.. after my pervious relationship with syimah,
i noticed i had negleceted my friends.. from then on i had change n try to
meet them as well, of course whenever i could.. but the fact of me seeing my girl still remains..
everytime aku off duty t i try see if i could meet her.. especially on weekends, friday night n such..
i dun mind waiting at home on friday when i am off duty coz at night i look forward to seeing her..
but the fact n the kind of job that designers have is quite a slap on the cheek..
no such thing as 9 to 6 job although it does say so in the contract, we clock off when we are "finished"
so its a variable to when we finish work.. crap, all making me thinking of persuing that line after ord..
nowadays theres much projects that my girl have at hand, i understand that she is quite busy..
sumtimes i would fetch her n send her home even after midnight.. i willingly do it every now n then..
my work is also quite demanding as well, inspite of saving others, i need to save myself too..
2 days 2 off, so what, it sounds nice till u r sick of it.. coz sumtimes it could fall on both sunday n sat..
tat really sucks big time, so when i have off on sat or sunday, it would be damn precious..
most of the thing i would think of is, tat is the most precious day that i would set aside for my girl..
okay, even at night time, i would try fetch her on weekdays too but, it would be a jiffy, meeting up after office
hours on a weekday, r u kidding, tats very short to spend quality time together..
even my bike prac ar put on hold so as to meet her timing.. its been quite a while since i took any prac lessons..
sucks but i had it.. i cant wait for nice timing for me to take prac, now it will be pushed forward as i only have a few months
till my membership expires.. it really sucks big time, ns pay isnt tat great, cant afford to do supid things..
i have this calander with me, its like a diary, usually my empty slots on weekdays, i try fitting my friends in it..
luckly most of my friends are like me, having some off days during weekdays, tats a swee thing man..
imagine if even my friends are woking like the normal 9 to 6, 5 days a week kind of job, then this ns life would be a damn long one..
i seriously need to do some damage control.. theres too much time tat i had wasted doing nothing..
time rested are too much.. fun isnt sumthing tat i had in a very long time..
no long huggs kisses or more sweet memories that i could add up to my soul.. theres lesser.. i am finding more.. hoping n praying for more good days to come.. fis told me that next year she will be going for bangkok, she is happy about it..
i myself had never boarded a plan, nvr saw the big clouds underneath the wings of a plane.. nvr been around that much,..
i am happy for her, but who is happy for me? i had not been on holidays for a very long time, we are talking about years now..
its been really long time.. well she is following her aunty family there, her cousions are there.. ok ar but i kinda dislike it from one point coz i dunno i am not good with expressing myself with words.. i prefer her to go with her own family on vacation, tat would make my heart at ease.. haiss.. no holiday tat i m looking forward to.. only counting the months till i break free of this ns thing.. living day to day as it is, trying to make things fill my days.. what i could do is nothing more than just planning for my future, after ord, months before ord, but nothing much really comes when i want to have fun or sumthing.. i really want to have sum fun once in a while, i feel like i am in a prison of my own.. maybe i think too much.. but i dunno.. i have to at least make my life worth while..

superhero movie

2008-04-19T13:49:00.002+08:00

when i saw the poster of this "Superhero Movie" , i thought it would be something like sum dumb scary movie shit.. scary movie was cool for the first 2 but the rest was seriously lame.. over the hill kinda lame...

then i found this trailer on youtube...
damn its FUNNY!! haha.. i laugh my head off..
but i dun want to expect too much from it..
dun want to be dissapointed later..

SO SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME WATCH THE Superhero Movie!!!
pleassssseeeeeeee....

mens clothing where?? tell me where

2008-03-13T22:41:00.003+08:00

i find it crappy when i am trying to shop online..
its very hard to find what i want in the first place,
secondly the things that are second best arnt tat BEST at all

here is my sakit hati art

hp rosak ke pe

2008-03-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

ok ar here i go..
remember last time i said tat i might not get to changi firestation..
well maybe its becoming true..
anyway i am okay blending in to payar lebar firesation..
the momentum of 2 days work n 2 off is getting easier to adjust..
just need to plan ur year ahead.. actually its more of a guidline for what i want to do, go to do, have to do lol.. haha..
humm... if i get into changi firestation, going to work is like walking to simpang bedok for me.. YEAH!!
n yuh i got to adjust to changi ways of course.. i m still not convinced tat its changi but what the heck.. its NS per'.. what more could you accept rite'..

i need to do alot of things actually.. from getting freelance work to repairing my phone..
hey do u know tat hp also can have viruses.. cool ar'.. not so cool if u kena la..
talking about freelance work.. i think i want to take up a part time job..
any ideas anyone.. i aim ard 8plus per hour??
lately i got a job to become a teacher.. its arite.. pay is good.. 20bucks per hour but the timing is just not right..
its hard to fit in to my 2 days thingy schedule.. so.. partime?? i guess doing frelance is better ar.. stay at home can save money you know..
heheheeeee...

18 freaking months to go till i get my pink ic oi!!

stone

2008-02-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

i am stoning right now.. do u ever get the feeling that ur mind go blank.. mine lately does.. well this is kinda what serving ns can rite about do to ppl.. humm.. sumtimes i got to work on weekends, my weekends are burnt.. curse n swear mann.. thats the time when most ppl are free.. n then when i am free during the weekdays, i would be left sumtimes empty.. dunno what to do..

well u know staying home its sumthing tat i like dont normally do, i am usually out somewhere.. then when i sit at home too much my head will go blank.. arrggh i hate tis blank stone2 dilemma..

i miss those good old times when i just look forward to the weekends.. i used to work 5days a week, but now my work schedule is like all over.. 2 days work morning, 2 days off, 2 days work night, 2 days off and so on.. n i am left with 1 and a half years of NS to go... damn man.. it can drive me crazy sumtimes.. why?? why must be like this!!

looking at the good side, sumtimes like some weekdays i am free n means i could do whatever.. but when the stone process start, i hate it..
well here it goes, i m just stoning my day away.....

any sugesstions jus holler me'
nxt up more stoning session

Vday

2008-02-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

Vday....

heartbreak

2008-02-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

legs cold, hands numb, all i can feel is the warmthness of my breath, sleeping in sorrow every night, not knowing what the next day gonna be like, my sleep has been jumbled up, trying to fix what i can into the day.. everything seems to passby me quick, but yet i feel that the day is stretched longer n longer.. i yern for what i wanted.. my life back, but i have fallen into a pitless hole with no ending.. my mind got lost in translation, my heart filled with cobwebs, there i am, a walking breating zombie.. who am i?? i dunno anymore..

mr e

2008-02-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

i m very frust with.. lets call him Mr E
dammit, i was out with my friends,
helping my friend finding a perfect watch for him..
n then there was a call..
9pm!! call from office,
call me up asking me where is the case file for a particular call tat i went for..
tat call wasnt mine, i just help to cover up for sumone coz he was late coming for work
i said tat i didnt hold tat paper..
dammit he acussed me of losing that piece of paper tat i dun even touch
ok cool, i said i didnt touch it,
n he said but i went for tat call what so i must at least file up tat case..
arrrgh i was so frust tat i raised my voice n my tone aint a friendly one
I TOLD U TAT I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH THE PAPER, I DUN KNOW WHERE IT IS
n he said okok we will settle it nxt time at station,
i quickly put down the phone

i call my friend who was in the same room with MR E when he talked to me on the phone,
i bitched about Mr E, apperently Mr E wasnt happy with me, he told my friend to remember,
newbies like us must always file up the case,

HEY u damn MR E!! bloody hell u! if i were to handle tat alpha in my duty,
i would aready done so U MORON!!
like what i did for my other duties, case filed n sealed!
of course U R THE ONE WHO LOST IT!!
u were the one writing down info on it, u asshole
an u came acussing me of losing the damn paper!! u jerk!!

it wasnt the only stupid thing tat i dislike u for MR E!!
ask me to cut out paper n stuffs, do some work tat was ur work to begin with,
draw on MICROSOFT WORD!! how insane, first day of work!!
u suck big time u jerk!!
i aint a person tat u can mess with asshole!!

DOA

2008-01-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday night, i was working night shift,i had to attend to a collapse case,caller called late, it was already asstole (straight line),but we tried to revived her,it was my first collapse case, wooow its such a rush..had to do cpr, patient was huge, but normal protocol,2 venti, 30 compression, prime normal saline, inject andrenaline,3 cycles then load n go,in the ambulance, while the ambulance is on the move,still have to continue doing cpr,dizzy, things were fast paced, ambulace driver drove like formula1 racingreached hospital, everyone looked at me running clearing the way to the ANEthats my first collapse case...

after tat call theres another call at ard 3am,its dead on arrival, house was not lighted up well,theres dogs barking n kept away in a room,went to the patient room, it was small n crampy,i looked at the legs then i quickly looked at the face,although there were 3 ppl in the room, i am frightened n shocked when i looked at the face,the lips already turned black, the face was scary, the paramedic asked me to put ecg on her,i still felt the chill, i took out the ecg lids n place at her body trying not to look at the face,the body was cold, the stomach has already bloated, after printed out the assotle line, i tear it out n gave to my paramedic,i quickly waited out outside the room,it was really the most scariest call i had attend to..

it wasnt my first death on arrival, theres this 92 yr old who died peacefully,i havent attend to the case of hanging suicide thats one of the scariest call that anyone can get..

So people please, look at the legs slowly take ur time then look at the face,n talk to people like the seniors, they understand what u r feeling,u would definately feel much better afterwards..

paya lebar

2008-01-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

i got my posting n its at paya lebar fire station
damn its so kilat ar i tell u..

went to 2nd dif which is beside tamp fire station,
wah i thought it would be like so gud for two years..
but no...

the felling n mood was all different comparing those two..
n lets talk about changi fire station, which i should had been posted to in the first place,
its a rundown place but hey its my kind of place mann..
argghhh!!!

those who kena tamp are really lucky mann, 4 ppl sent out there..
changi only 2 n paya lebar 3 ppl..

its probably because the HQ is right beside paya lebar fire station, but what the hell, the standard is so damn far apart lor...
paya lebar damn kilat.. the ppl there, the paramedics ar very on type..
haissss... cda already kilat max, here summore need to be kilat till ord ar? kae siau'
how ar?? i am abit unsure of this posting...

fire calls arnt tat much u see, ambulance call are like hot mann...
didnt even have a chance to eat or relax suddenly theres a turnout...
ayiah... how sia like tis??

just now theres already a dead body found hanging in a house,
somebody want to commit suicide..

then theres tis funny one,
a group of ppl on bikes breaking potted plants' lol..
call ambulace sia? call the police la.. halamak.. basket..

anyway.. tomoro going to be my first night shift..
working from 9pm to 8am..
praying for a good start..
ps; my friend Iskandar aka mok doesnt know where i am posted to..
i am in the same station as him, so suprise mok' haha'

west coast

2008-01-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

2 years ago when i was in poly, my gf n me went to west coast park to see the shore line, both of us nvr see it b4 so we went, but then it was under construction n it says it will be completed in late 2007, so ok lar tat day we went back..

2 years later,
we went to the site...
it was very memorable day ar..
but before that

heheheee.... went to SP n walk2 arnd since it was the open house,
went to fc6 n fc3, did went ard looking at projects but i think the design school projects ar down bore la, so little only..

drop at jurong east to get a bus to west coast, near the library there..
it was raining so we wen to jurong entertainment center,
yuh i know, why in the world i wanna go there rite?
but raining mah so go there a bit walk2 lol.. like nuthing to do..
went to the x-zone to play some games, n i managed to win a prize playing the crane-pick-up-a-doll-machine.. or what ever ufo flying machine its been called..
damn happy la.. got her a cute stuff toy - the one with three eyes alien creature from toy story..
a word of advice- listen to no one n manage the crane ur way..

then went to west coast..
so sweeettttt... go there like two years after what we promised to do 2 yrs before..
sweeeeeetttttt.... =D
piggy back her when the grass is wet, no sweat plus she is lightweight..
managed to watch the sunset, damn nice view plus the tall chimney of factory, so large ships..
it was a quick sunset yet a beautiful one..
n then the view.. hummm itsnt tat wide coast line kinda thing, sort of cramp n a lot of sunken boats, yet ppl go there to fish'
"alamak abang, come here to fish? bengap ar bang"
had some dinner at macs and went off..

it was one of those imprompt to dates which turned out nicely..
hehe.. thanks busyuk..

moc done

2008-01-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

i finished my MOC course,
i missed my buddies there
damn a lot of good peeps,
so ppl out there be ready to save'

plt9 102

2007-12-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

plt9 102, originally uploaded by lihin.

hey whatever mann'
lalaallaaallaaaaa
dream2

plt9 185

2007-12-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

plt9 185, originally uploaded by lihin.

n winner of the ROCK CLIMBING competition
is.... YAHHHOOO!!! beat tat'

plt9 067

2007-12-04T23:12:00.001+08:00

plt9 067, originally uploaded by lihin.

are you FIT enough to wear this badge bro'
rank is by time served but this...
u have to earn it'
WASSSSUP!!!

plt9 193

2007-12-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

plt9 193, originally uploaded by lihin.

n the winner for the marching competion is
CHARLIE!! hahahaaa...
all curse, sweat blood all paid off
wad a feeling!!

plt9 120

2007-12-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

plt9 120, originally uploaded by lihin.

an unperfect pic
lol

plt9 085

2007-12-04T23:06:00.001+08:00

plt9 085, originally uploaded by lihin.

some gun
some pose

plt9 076

2007-12-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

plt9 076, originally uploaded by lihin.

our uniform was hard like paper
very stiff, n we were treated like royal ppl
things drop'
ah nvrmind i pick up 4 u hahahaa

plt9 125

2007-12-04T23:02:00.001+08:00

plt9 125, originally uploaded by lihin.

new marching step'
more like dance step
but it is marching
u get the point...

plt9 217

2007-12-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

plt9 217, originally uploaded by lihin.

the route march
it was nothing compared to walking in shopping malls from tangling to somerset' sia

plt9 046

2007-12-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

plt9 046, originally uploaded by lihin.

making phone calls at night
contact love ones n doing my freelance
i missed those busy nights

plt9 055

2007-12-04T22:55:00.001+08:00

plt9 055, originally uploaded by lihin.

if i am not wrong this was one of those last meal in BRTC'

SODEXHO!!

plt9 062

2007-12-04T22:54:00.001+08:00

plt9 062, originally uploaded by lihin.

like secondary school sia

plt9 027

2007-12-04T22:53:00.001+08:00

plt9 027, originally uploaded by lihin.

meet the Platoon 9 brothers

plt9 023

2007-12-04T22:52:00.001+08:00

plt9 023, originally uploaded by lihin.

annoyed cameraman' lol

botak head

2007-12-04T22:47:00.001+08:00

plt9 022, originally uploaded by lihin.

oh yah pls scroll to the right to see the full pic

polish

2007-12-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

plt9 012, originally uploaded by lihin.

polishing my boot every night, make it shine like a mirror

ns song lalalaaa

2007-12-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

ns song lalalaaaa

ns2

2007-11-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

hummm... ok i had been unblogging since my brtc days...
well a lot of things has happened'

i had went through the "NS" crapp'
because of someeee "special people" who know how to "angkat buah" ,"membodek2" -sucking up to the coprals, OC or whatever.. bloody shit tis people have no shame'

i got into a new platoon, platoon 9- TAURUS!!, as normal some assholes included.. basket ah tis kind of people know how to make my camp's life more crappy..
met damn alot of new people.. great ones indeed and theres damn alot of cool bunch too'.. a lot of talents n skills i tell u.. hope to stay in touch with them just like my PTP stage platoon members who are already glued- kamCingHo la'

I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT!!!
my body is getting back to shape..
my fitness level improved a lot'

got myself a SILVER for ippt- everything i scored gold, just my 2.4km run (need to improve on this)
passed my Standard Obstical Course - which has only 4 people passing it.. what the hell'
pass my first aid, CPR test - (thanks for the experience during secondary school yrs)
pass my rescue equiptment practical test
took part in games competition n i won 2 place in ROCKCLIMBING!! yeah!!
marched in the footdrill competition n CHARLIE COMPAY WON 1st!!! HUUURRAAAAYYY!!!

on the design side, i did a shirt for my platoon, bloody hell, we have to pay for the instructors shirt!!! if the shirt dont printed in emboidery, wasted my TWO BLOODY WEEKENDS!!!

this coming week is my
PASSING OUT PARADE week!!! POP oh!!!!
YAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

cant wait to know what vocation i am getting'
ps; i will upload more pics later kae'..

NS

2007-09-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
hehehe... i am in my third week serving NS now..
most of the things went well.. including all the torture "training"
hummm.. i got good bunk mates!!!-

GOOD GOOD, VERY GOOD!!!
lol.. hahhaaaha...

we can open a new shengsiong store in our bunk ar'
everybody bought food and during inspection when we book in on sunday, the coprals shook heads n laugh.. damn our bunk got a lot of food!!
hahahaha!!!! some day i fast some day i dont.. see how lar-

"if head giddy2 must drink water to fell better"

anyway, our IPPT is due this coming Wednesday n we can know where we are posted to on the 15th of October, which is the first day we book in after hari raya puasa..

ns 2 days left

2007-09-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

i am left 2 days, i buy the stuffs already.. but not all, plain t's n shorts... how ar??? i got like 1 wearable shorts, the other shorts are too heavy i think for pt.. t shirt!! hahaha... crap! wear bright colour power rangers shirt ar wtf!! nak sal later kena arrow je sak.. i really hope they are able to hand us our equiptment on the first day.. eh my bag, can fit these stuffs inside meh? going in during the fasting month.. dammit.. haissshh.. but tis a test.. a good one.. ya allah, lindungilah hambamu ya allah dari apa2 bencana dan maulana yang jahat2.. hummm, what else do i need?? back to check whats in the bag again.. kapooo00FF!!

hehe haha

2007-09-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

in our busy life, we should have some laughs..
so here is some hehe haha..
soccer, bush man

friendster

2007-09-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

what the hell is wrong with friendster, its bugging me, i want to edit my profile the the stupid friendster juz cant connect.. WTF!!! why do pages didnt load?? why aar why??

last day at the Prime Minister's Office

2007-08-31T14:54:00.000+08:00

at last i juz finish helping the Public Service in revamping their Challenge look.. its actually for the Public Service officers; to voice out, know whats happening, keeping them in a loop, you know that kinda stuffs.. this job found me instead of me finding it; i considered myself lucky mann'.. i worked at the Prime Minister's Office for about half a year now.. hey the PM, he's a kind guy... my work is considered not that heavy as compared to doing freelance... and my pay is 2.1k hehehe.. i like the numbers, i really like the numbers mann... but ns pay.. haiyah.. kempiangg... i did just like what my diploma was for.. rebranding their medium, advertising n make it attract more ppl in the target market, creating monthly magazines, setting up a few websites and the cool thing is.. i even got to design a tote bag over thousands of it produced!! i am so happy about it, if i see a person using it, i would be more than happy! hahahaha.. but i am the only design student here, so i got the help of some design companies like the SPH Singapore Press Holdings, AsiaOne n to my suprise saatchi & saatchi was not selected to help me.. met those very big people, coz this is for the PMO of course they came down themselves.. haiyah.. but anyway i did learn stuffs here, mix of governance, design, office work ethics... hummm... a lot... but i signed the secrecy act document, so i am under oath.. sorry dude if i talked halfway.. humm.. thanks mann, i jus got a written testimonial from working here, i hope it will help after my NS years to get a job no less.. last and not least, i would like to thank all the ppl who had helped me in making this happen and sorry to thoses ideas that i had rejected.. if you wanna see copy and paste this url

http://www.ps21.gov.sg/challenge/2007_08/contactus.html
http://forum.challenge.gov.sg/

the rest, sorry i dun think ur able to view..

my 2nd last day

2007-08-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

my 2nd last day

i feel just like my first day here.. juz begining to set up work, empty cubicel, sleepy, not much work.. hummm.. now i am feeling just like it but i am packing my stuffs right now.. getting ready to move out.. i feel sad coz i have to leave (because of the stupid ns) but in the other hand i want to hurra hurra.. ayiah.. really sucky ar this feeling.. make me mushy inside.. as i look around, theres nothing but empty walls, which used to filled up with artworks n post'it notes..
tomorrow is the last day of work.. i dun think i am going to do much tomorrow, at least i hope so.. hehee.. meeting importart people is great, telling design companies what i want, making orders here n there, making decisions yes or no, thats great power, didnt know that i could learn much from here.. but anyway, the enviroment here is different, intellect people, degrees, masters, bachalor holders but then i miss my world.. people of fun, talk weird, laughing2, making lame jokes and most importantly i miss wearing my going out clothes coz too much office ware.. but i know i would miss what i am doing right now.. the internet.. hehee.. it was one of the sweet spots of working here, i dun have internet at home.. i have to send pigeons instead of msn.. heehee.. but hey i got what i wanted from this place; experience, knowing important people, and of course money hehehe... not that rich yet but is a huge stepping stone for me.. lets hope to have a bright future ahead, filled with happiness, passion and love......

now left the waiting..............

like whaaaaaaaaaat???

2007-08-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

if found this and gave it a try....

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Sholihin!

Some hotels in Las Vegas have Sholihin floating in their swimming pools.
The air around Sholihin is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
Japan provides over thirty percent of the world's Sholihin supply.
Sholihin is the world's largest rodent!
Sholihin can last longer without water than a camel can.
Sholihin is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than Sholihin.
If you blow out all the candles on Sholihin with one breath, your wish will come true.
Sholihin was first grown in America by the grandmother Maria Ann Smith, from whom his name comes.
Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in Sholihin.
If you put a drop of liquor on Sholihin, he will go mad and sting himself to death!

like whaaaaaaaaaat???

sophie

2007-08-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

SOPHIE

hey Sophie, in case you are reading this, i wanna say thank you for being an insane friend.. first impression i though you were nice looking person who had a great smile, didnt think that would be close to you.. ayiah... and then as days went by, i soon realise that you are one sick fun person.. lol.. the drawings during det first year when you suddenly change group n joined me, izdi and andi for one of those boring det lessons.. like whaaaaaaat... what the hell.. your drawings.. sort of worries me... siau ting tong... hahaha... haiyah, then by chance you got a seat behind me.. DIE SIA... hahaha.. remembered when we make fun of jun boon".. that was hilarious sia.. hahaha.. hes your only friend wat.. lol.. n yanting, we also like to kacau her... lol... "bueback" hahah.. blueblack... haiyah.. crazy lar you.. then all the stupid lame jokes we shared.. actually when think of it, its quite dumd.. lol.. like apa sia.. stop it with your big wide smile.. lol.. always made me laugh at you.. lol.. okok lar.. you can smile now.. hehe.. always do projects with me one.. and two of those projects made into the finals... haha.. we really make a good team rite soph'.. hehe.. and what shit crap you always make jokes even through hard times.. ppl seroious2, suddenly you made a silly jokes.. haha.. just like me'.. hahaha.. OK BEST... and hey sophs.. no matter how long you stay there or whenever we are going to meet again, we are still silly buddies rite'.. hehehehee.. dun forget that.. and btw sophs'.. have fun studying in the US, i know ur able to do it'.. and last and not least... WAAAAAAHH, DINGDONG DINGDONG AIIIIIIKK!!!

Singapore made Film

2007-08-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

Singapore made Film

lloi

2007-08-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

for what i can say is..

i am lost..
i cant even find myself..
i fell too deep down till i cant see the light anymore..

dart

2007-08-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

i remember the time when dad would scold me when i came home late, especially during my secondary school years.. i could actually reach later than night time but the only thing is, i have to tell dad about it.. although he say that, i just find it hard to tell.. he was a fierce person, nobody would want to see him angry..

although he is my dad, it took me years to build up my strength to face him and voice out.. imagine, he is my dad but i still had diff just voicing out..

printing

2007-08-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

@#$%%#$!!

its happening again, i had to do some offset printing on my own, finding good printers and stuffs, just like the olden days, with my coursemate buddies.. i need it fast n everything is up to me... where or which printer company whatever, but i have to use my money first n reimburse it back, now i know why we were given a high pay, basket'..

ohok, back to the story..
i went to peace center n try some test print,first of all the person who i spoke to can hardly speak english, bloody conquaY, ok that nvrmind ah, i have to wait 1 hour coz of the queue, no prob, i went n have lunch at bugis then', i paid before i leave..

when i go back, it was already ready for collection, to the HELL OF SUPRISE, it was printed in low quality paper, ink is being absorb into the paper making the paper sort of wavy2 here n there, the colour is RIDICULOUSLY OFF!!! @#$$@*#&!!! too much green you stupid blood bitch!! look like some old errie chinese movies, which i like chinese old ghost movies, BUT COME ON BITCH cant u see that the color is damn off u stupid shit!!!

luckly i checked first before i leave, when i told her damn boss, he say if i want to print, he would give discount 25% off, then i ask how much for a better grade, then he said ITS THE SAME PRICE!!! you are the expert so u should tell me which to choose god dammit! THEN WHY THE BLOODY HELL DONT U BITCH SAY IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, damn idiot!!! i was so FRUST!!

furthermore, he said that i have to do lamination for it which means I HAVE TO GIVE MORE MONEY n it was the back to the same price he gave me.. DAMN U ASSHOLE!! i cant be easily be cheated!

so what i did was, i told the idotic moron to just print me on a GOOD QUALITY....
i felt the urge to shout n scream at them moronic ppl!! but i cool down n walk away, what shit u r printing out, i just dont care #@$#%@&&*!!!

kiasu ppl

2007-08-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

KIASU SIA!!

yesterday i was walking around at tampines interchange, then ppl start stoppin n taking pictures of the sky... i cant help it but laugh... ppl even to to the extent to get to the field n take pictures.. take group picture sumore i c... like whattt..hahahah...

as we all know that nowadays a lot of ppl have camera phones so everyone was like some KEPO paparazi... take2 pictures.. pointing to the skg..

lol.. POINTING AT SOMETHING...
try this one joke...
u are walking down a road, sumwhere theres a lot of ppl walking pass u..
u start pointing at some direction for a long time.. (best to do with a friend) ppl will tend to look a the direction n it will spurr some sort of entertainment.. HAHAHA... my friend IZDI would always do this trick.. but i m not falling for it brother'.. hahaha... ppl ppl... relaz ar.. dun be too kiasu cAN'.. lol...

talking about camera phone.. i need to buy me an ns hp... asap... 1 for outside ns, 1 for ns... hehe..

prepare

2007-08-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

COMMON NS BLACK PLASTIC WEIRD LOOKING SPECS ~got it'

made new glasses for NS later, black plastic frame, very ObiANG kind.. i cant stand combing my hair so i decided to cut it short, now i am like a geek in the office, ppl need to look at me twice to notice me.. like whaaaat.. blind ar' basket.. hummm.. if only today was a holiday it would be a damn long weeekendddd...
ayiah... but what to do... work then work loR.. ~~its nearing 1pm, nearly time for me to go for my fiday prayers.. hummm.. if only i could relaz2 before NS starts...

the irony of finishing my work is that NS would come after it.. haiyah... and i only like get 10 FREAKING days to enjoy... n that time also includes running, swimming, push up, chin up n whatever.. my friends already advice to start early...

i will be joining Civil Defence soon... its far more tired n insane compared to the others police n army.. haiyah... BRUTAL BRATHER!!! understood la, most ppl who goes to CDA are "naughty ppl"... thats why we KENA TEKAN brutal brather brutal!!! hehehe... mau mampus... sumore it would be the FIRST DAY OF THE FASTING MONTH WHEN I ENTER!!!!

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!
its crazy babes'...

gilass

2007-08-02T18:50:00.000+08:00

WILLY WILLY WONGKA!!

MAKAN!!

2007-07-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

Messy, yes i know..
my cubicle is one of the best messiest ard here..
but look closely...
ada barang baik!!

FREE FOOD!!!
32pieces of nuggets, large fries, 1 mcSpicy!!
wooooohOOOOO!!

shaari

2007-07-27T12:53:00.000+08:00

MISSING

if u do have any information of his whereabouts pls contact me at lihin86@hotmail.com
last seen tampines interchange.. wearing hotpants, t-shirt and glasses..

shaari if u are reading this:
where the hell did u go all this while??
ur the only one MIA'..
we will give u poka dots "ehem2"

seen syaaban, heard from hadi, met fakhrur n khairul, ridhwan n iqbal doing good'.. but shaari brother only news....

reinvent the wheel

2007-07-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

" reinvent the wheel "

"Good day. Are you doing good? Email me at almz@linkmailmessage.info only. I am pretty female. Would you mind if I share some of my pictures with you?have the resources, by either the FSA or super parents, I believe this message At the same time, we "

some email junk i found in my hotmail...
haha.. wtf..
i cant tahan this part- "I am pretty female"
hahahaha... lol... sound like somebody with pretty bad english'..

xiaoz, its feeding time

2007-07-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday after work, went out with the fis n e xiaoz'.. xiaoz rite? mazlina, sherry, keat, keat gf, adam, rachel, glenda, fis n me; sat eat drink chat2 cold2 hot2 take picture.. eat some fuuhyooh' *slurps* indonesian food.. they busy talking, i busy eating.. its buffet and so no matter how much i eat it cost the same'..

its sort of one of those last reunion dinner before rachel leaves'.. she is leaving Singapore to back to her country London rite? sad..... hummm...
for us here we would sing
-bailk kampung... oh oh oh balik kampung...-

oh yah.. forgot to wish her good luck'..

rumble tumle fumble

2007-07-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

my tummy likes to make noises in the morning,
especially around 10am,
due to overwhelming workload,
i cant just go and eat, and besides lunchtime is far later..

humm.. maybe i should get some food before i enter work?
and thats IF i have the time.. uncle ronald macdonal is just right round the coner'
two cheeseburger n a milo perhaps?

rumbling, tumbling damn noisy..
but my stomach is the boss,
must feed.. must find fooooodah'....

hitch

2007-07-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

can survive without pay but i am still waiting..
2 cheques coming at the same time sounds WOW but hey its still hard work getting it.. hello.. come on.. i wanna spend like madd again.. like nobody's busniess hahaha.. but i got save ;) hehehe...

my last pay i kinda went a little bit crazy..
i kinda actually change everything in my room..
well almost everything.. got a new waredrobe, get new bed, get new mattress blablabla.. i feel like i just got married.. haha.. but i changed from a queen size to single, thats the opposite.. hummm.. i think i am left with repainting the wall n stuffs..

kinda dumb if i spend a lot on clothes.. if i buy the clothes that i normally wear, chances of wearing it is pretty small.. coz now usually in smart mamat dressing..

so next maybe i spend on bike?
no NO no... foooooood.....
*slurps* thats VERY important'

Freelance Photographers

2007-07-23T12:26:00.001+08:00

Hello people, I am looking for freelance photographers. If u have what it takes and interested pls reach me via my hotmail. lihin86@hotmail.com . If u can show ur portfolio of ur work, that would be better..

You are shooting for a year calender,
theres going to be model shots,
outdoor photography would be most prefered..

2007-07-19T17:52:00.002+08:00

something u understand

2007-07-19T17:31:00.000+08:00

i am so sleepy right now..
i can sleep..
give me a pillow..
i want fis..
damn sleepy, back's tired..
i already ate but i m hungry again..
its only 5.30, 1 hour to go..
i can hurra all i want but
the cityhall is damn pack..
*yawnz* doing work..
mantain.. mantain..
close illustrator, open photoshop..
take fourty winks..
1,2,3.......40.. zzzZZZ
wash up, drink water, stretch legs,
hands on laptop.. lalalaaaallaaaalaaa...

make it work, make it work'

2007-07-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

ads, ads and more ads...
how many ads do u want?
doing advertising is fun but if the target market is vauge, then die sia...
i need to take pictures here and there'...
my bus fare goes up'..
1 advertising done, 3 to goooO....

ExCEL logo ar??
hummm... let me think...
but hey its due november so, thats pushed backward'

oh yah another logo....!!
Disussion Board logo??
humm.. due tuesday...
must produce sketches... nice one, another logo to do..

bags design done and produced!!
haha!! 60 thousand bags all designed by mE!! yay!
if i see a person carry it, i would be happy =D

web banner done'
n hey if u want giff files??
why flash ok per'.. haiss...

email blast here n there..
its everywhere'

hungry yet muak'

2007-07-11T12:16:00.000+08:00

sorry i dunno have to translate "muak" to english.. its like the feeling of getting sick of having too much of eating some food perhaps?? lol..

went to gelare' to eat and ordered 1 each... btw Tuessay half price waffle..

BUDGET

hahaha... i love ice cream especially ard chocolate flavour' hehe.. i got sick of eating it when i am about half done...

haisss... western food ok2 la.. i like but MAKANAN MELAYU lagi powwer babe! i was feeling hungry but i had enuf of the waffles.. luckly my gf got it down for me.. hehe..thanks ;D well what can i say, i perfer malay dishes.. ayam masak merah, lemak babat, asam pedas taruk bendeh, siput sedut...

WOW!! i feel hungry already.. yummy yummy yummy i got love in my tummy.... its lunch time.. but its hard getting malay food here.. why lah u dun have a canteen here mr prime minister'.. i can go eat with peace, do ur work nice2... alahai....

bar bah black chic

2007-07-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

bar bah black chic,
have u nak wool,
yes maaaam, yes maaamm..
u bloody fool'

one for ur front side,
one for ur shirt,
but none for ur back side,
becoz it u flew off away...

Bah, bah, black sheep,
Have you any wool?
Yes, many have I,
Three bags full;
One for my master,
One for my dame,
But none for the little boy
Who cries in the lane.

an outstanding performance'....
whooohoooo... wooo... peeee wiiitt...
encore encore'

3 times

2007-07-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

watched transformers 3 times
twice with fis
third with mizi and zai
first movie that i watched 3times..
crazy... i like...... very nice....
Linkin Park--"What I've Done"
just right for the movie...

a whole day with fis

2007-07-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

it was kind of a suprise for her, i did some homework and research before hand, so everything ok best'.. i studied the map, remember all the info, all the perks, what she wanted and all.. coool.. ok ar.. hehehe.. cable car, pizza, goCart', white sandy beaches, ben n jerry, sky ride, walking, talking, sitting, chatting.... all was dedicated to her..

burnt a deep hold or two in my pocket, but its cool.. hehehe... btw i think she is much braver than me.. the skyride was really a nightmare for me but she cooler are, relaz je.. hahaha.. rockclimbing not as scary as tis'.. anyway i love the goCart.. i dare to speed but lucky never kena go into the bush sia'.. humm.. next stop... where would it be....??

gov.sg

2007-07-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

this laptop so slow
its getting late
wonder what time office close
i just dun want to be shoo by the police
my hp dead nose running body heat
i will send the documents over mr prime minister'

3days

2007-07-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

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Metro terok

2007-06-29T12:22:00.000+08:00

Metro at tampines Century Square, must have Metro card jus to go in. Like whaaaat.... they are having this huge sale.. least 50% off.. I WANT!!! damm shit crap.. who the hell made it such a way.. wad a waste if i didnt get to enter.. imagine all the TOYS!!! 50% off!!! I WANT!! i want, i want, i want.....

kari pap

2007-06-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

kari pap best, my friend, fast to buy, good to eat, can last me for 3hrs, can eat anywhere, you name it, except toilet of course, walk also can eat, best if drink hot tea with it, the milky kind, not the sugar one ah, its shape, triangle, isoceles triangle, brown2 with black bits, layers over layers of kari pap skin, inside got potato and got curry taste, if u lucky, can get mutton inside, smell yummy, and best if fresh n crunchy..

so i like my kari pap'

things to do:

2007-06-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

stand in train, walk, wear landyard, off iPot, tap in, take lift, tap in, on laptop, check mail, talk, meeting, check mail, tap out, take lift, tap out, eat, drink, tap in, take lift, tap in, check mail, talk, meeting, check mail, off laptop, tap out, take lift, tap out, remove landyard, on iPot, walk, stand in train, walk, check mail, take stairs, off iPot, unlock door, change, eat, watch tv, on computer, off computer, iron shirt, watch tv, eat, dream, stand up, shower, change, lock door, walk, on iPot

movie

2007-06-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

Fantastic 4
July 6th 2005
Wednesday 5.30pm
Hall 1- F11(inn), F10(fis)

This season, it was 'The Rise Of The Silver Surfer'
it was alright although its 93mins long..
but nothing beats having her by my side..

were kinda late but lucky + ly
theres movie traliers.. luck was on our side..

I bought the VCDs for Jangan Pandang Belakang,
Kekek Seh(by Suhaimi Yusof)
Jangan Pandang Belakang was great... kinda scare me a lill bit'
Kekek Seh was a bit off.. too bad, its $12.90,
didnt made me laugh like mad....
hummm... wasted.....

Next Stop: TRANSFORMERS!!!

dey thambi'

2007-06-18T11:46:00.001+08:00

as i walk in the dark alleys in Mustafa Center..
Gangster Paradise was playing in my head...
muhahaha.. but hey, i am a quarter Indian...

Long sleve shirts for work,
nice price...

Vitamin tablets for dad,
also nice price...

Undergarments for myself,
DAMN ITS EXPENSIVE!!
$12.95 per piece...
but hey, i likeeee it....
i want it......
so thats in the basket..

it was in the late hours,
midnight, so i grab some supper n ate..
nice one... costing like $110 in total!!!
I was FREAKED OUT!! damn....

Tribute

2007-06-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

get back to us,
2 weeks, will pass by slow..
we know, coz it would be different.

relaz one coner,
talking2 all sorts,
playing taiti,
eating, drinking, camping,
nasihat(advice)each other....
haiyah....
okok lah..
thats it..
dun wanna get too emo pulak kan'..
damn... good luck n see you later bro'

paper volume2

2007-06-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

i had just received a paper.
with it, theres a lot of things that i had been planning to do.
Its been months, hours, minutes and seconds.
I had been planning all this while.
Getting what i need, what i want and what i crave for.
nothing beats more than sharing it with that special someone.

as most of what i thought for was straight from my heart.
it co exist with what she yearns for.
all the mental notes that i took down,
with all the homework and research..

the clouds covered the sky,
blocking out the sun,
rain came pouring down,
leaving me all soaked and wet,
walking at a slow pace,
my mind was elsewhere,
i am hardly there,
the warmth cant be felt,
leaving me cold and lost,
every second feels like a minute,
every day seems like a year..

feel

2007-06-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

warmth heat collected inside,
under the center of the lungs,
no way of pin pointing exactly where,
its there, feel it, its right in the center..

all the warmth heat collected,
till a point u cant hold it there anymore..

then its dispersed at one go,
spreading in waves to different directions,
through out n mostly felt around the body,
from the lungs, heart and till the back..

as the waves goes further away from the center,
it feels cold and it loses its strength..

super green

2007-06-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

anchovies, peanuts, chili, egg, chick, coconut milk, grains = 3.50

soya, sugar, water = 1

meet up wit zul'.. ate at a shop nearby workplace..

nearly bloated.. 4 old school mates walk pass by..
well hi, hummm.. how come i was there? i work nearby.
oh ok..... hummm... ok bye.

dilemma....

okOk rewind a bit..

the green is the color of the rice that rhymes with lice so dont throw the dice'
wadUp man, i meant makcik, so green, it looks like a picture with too high colour saturation man. it hurts my eyes, its like i have to wear 3d googles and see special effects'

when is the paper going to drop down from the sky??

2007-06-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

theres alot of fun u can find with a piece of paper..
i want to hold it in my hands
hold it against the sun
feel the texture
i want to smell it
i want to write on it
put some numbers on it
put some words on it
lastly drop it in a slot
and wait 3days staying beside a box.....

3 DAYS LATER...

with luck and determination
wating anxiously, camping, sheltering from the straining hot sun, going through harsh rains, thunderstorm, wirlwind..
hunting for food, surving on anything that could be eaten,
grass, leaves, ants, snails and even toenails..
and for 3 days just being there....

FINALLY!!!
$$$$$$$$

The Comeback

2007-06-04T11:59:00.000+08:00

hello, its been damn a long time since i blogged..
been very busy..
oh yah, i graduated!!
i am still lihin..
my name still the same..
my handphone number also still the same..
my nirc number however still the same..
fis is my girl.. for nearing 2 years..
she, is the girl beside me in the graduation photo'
i have short hair now, due to my workplace..
i sometimes only get to wear a cap..
seldom watch tv, i am trying to save my time to watch cartoon..
still no internet at home,not even cable..
very the Kampung in such a way..
now my stomach is growling...
hungry.. time is already 12.16pm..
lets eat..

test

2007-06-01T14:25:00.001+08:00

test

hahahaha.... basket

2006-10-11T14:53:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

long time...

2006-09-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

wow... its been a log time since i blogg!!!!
humm... ok... i in my 3rd year so busy la....
die ar... left 1 sem and thats next week!!!
as a bonus.. its fasting month...
AAARRrggggHHHhh!!!!

oh yah... btw... there has been up and downs these couple of months...
as the usual... assignments and projects +++++...
can die ar... but yay!!! finish already what!!!
haha...