kaki lipat oi, tangan leh simpan ni mesti cicar kari pegang roti pat kaki!! this is powerful shit.. awesssooommmeeeeee...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
8:10 PM
i just woke up from a very strange yet beautiful dream well here it goes.. it was in the time of when the earth was still a jungle, i remembered that i was searching for a white montain brazilian?? i was searching for them either to kill them or help them, they are like the abonomation of new mixture of people, white beautiful skin n a mixed face, there is some mixed feelings of either hating this new people or to accept them, but i choose to help them, so i must find them, i was hiking up a mountain, amoung the lushes greenery trees n the sparkling firece waterfall, making my way up the mountain i was wearing the cave's man clothes.. then i rested n looked at the beautiful greenery untouched by humans then i looked at the sky, there i could see bright stars shining everywhere in the big dark blue canvas, fis came into picture n i fall in love with her, felt that special feeling of warmthness in my heart, the sun n moon was transparent n they met n they lay ontop of the other joining as one the stars then came down to earth like it was raining here down on earth, i felt the presence of my family members, uncles grandma n so on, they were by my side in spirit the ground shook n i took cover in a huge cave, fis n i gazed at the earth being filled with falling stars bright lights bluies n red yellowish in color, it was the most magnificient sight i had seen, i hold fis close to me, we spoke a few words n kissed, feeling each other warmthness, love , sense of belonging i remembered my prophert remembered his kind actions that led our ppl closer to allah things was sort of a blurred, things start taking shape, the first man made object that i saw was a broken wooden warning sign, like thoses in different languages sprayed in red on a white wooden plank of wood, as if the warning sign was being brought from the future the warning sign was broken by the falling stars, the shower of stars became more fierce n intense i hold fis close n we stayed on each other side, we were in love i kissed her n look at her beauty felt love gazed aponce the sky filled with the sun n moon emerged as one, on a dark blue sky filled with stars ever shine so brightly shooting stars everywhere falling onto earth, creation of allah even a poet cant express it into words wat i saw, it was the most beautiful sight i had seen in my life then on i woke up from the dream, as if fis was beside me i remembered her touch from the dream without dispair of loosing what i dreamt of, i typed the dream into words, dindnt want to forget about this dream as it was a great one i talked to my sister n she reminded me that today is the 27th day of rejab on the islamic calander where our great prophert muhammad went up above the 7 layers of sky asking allah to lowered down the prayers to 5 times a day then i told her my dream it was as if the dream was a sign
Thursday, July 24, 2008
12:06 AM
hello there... i havent posted my trip tp perak but i will update it nxt entry ok.. thanks ar azhari.. just waiting for u pic'...
singfest is here so music fanatics coming for it.. well most of them perhaps.. the tickets are very ex.. no concession prices so HAHA bloody irritating YP, u cant come, well most of u of course.. :p so back to singfest ya, its ex rite.. i saw the ad months before n i know fis would want to go for it.. i will see what i can do n hey i n serving my ns.. what do u expect rite.. budget la abothen'.. ns pay suck big time.. i asked around n google for it.. n wooohooo.. damn ex tickets i must say.. so my friend told me that i can get it for like $140 for a ticket n its like discounted a lot n i can use citybank to pay.. hummm... let me see... 140 x 2 = $280 WOW!! ex dammit... haish... i saw fis nick tat she wants to go to singfest, tat made me want to grant her that wish.. coz theres a lot of musicians tat she love, like alicia keys n jason mraz.. really should worth the money.. theres a lot of shows to see mann.. so back to the real world.. its ex.. so how... then she spoke n i can tell her that she really want to go for it.. so ok.. lets for for the singfest.. SINGFEST!!! wooho.....
kae man lets talk about august... my month plan for august is quite tight mann.. here n there bits n pieces i need to do n want to do.. one of my close friend is getting engaged, theres a chalet to organise, theres national day but i cant celebarate national day coz i m serving the nation........ , going to take the singapore flyer n so on.. EH YAH MY CLOSE FRIEND IS GETTING ENGAGED!! oh tats a very important day for me.... yet the night before, i will enjoying the night i hope'.. lets pray so that everything turns out smoothly.. hey looking back at my calander, its going to burn a deep hole in my pocket...... n the upcoming month is already the fasting month!!! time fly fast... starting 1st sept is the fasting month of Rahmadan.. wooooo... early... very early...
i think too much.. now i forgot to do a lot of things... buy this buy that, do this do that.. haisss... my hairfall is increasing.. what a fast paced life.. like for tommorow, i m on day duty.. sucks mann.. arrgghhhhhh
Saturday, May 24, 2008
3:36 PM
otak buntu seh tak tau apa nak buat, every time during off days, frist think aku fikirkan = nak jumpa fis.. aku ni one kind, selalu nak jumpa matahair.. i always try to see my girl whenever i had the chance.. tak lupa kawan ah.. after my pervious relationship with syimah, i noticed i had negleceted my friends.. from then on i had change n try to meet them as well, of course whenever i could.. but the fact of me seeing my girl still remains.. everytime aku off duty t i try see if i could meet her.. especially on weekends, friday night n such.. i dun mind waiting at home on friday when i am off duty coz at night i look forward to seeing her.. but the fact n the kind of job that designers have is quite a slap on the cheek.. no such thing as 9 to 6 job although it does say so in the contract, we clock off when we are "finished" so its a variable to when we finish work.. crap, all making me thinking of persuing that line after ord.. nowadays theres much projects that my girl have at hand, i understand that she is quite busy.. sumtimes i would fetch her n send her home even after midnight.. i willingly do it every now n then.. my work is also quite demanding as well, inspite of saving others, i need to save myself too.. 2 days 2 off, so what, it sounds nice till u r sick of it.. coz sumtimes it could fall on both sunday n sat.. tat really sucks big time, so when i have off on sat or sunday, it would be damn precious.. most of the thing i would think of is, tat is the most precious day that i would set aside for my girl.. okay, even at night time, i would try fetch her on weekdays too but, it would be a jiffy, meeting up after office hours on a weekday, r u kidding, tats very short to spend quality time together.. even my bike prac ar put on hold so as to meet her timing.. its been quite a while since i took any prac lessons.. sucks but i had it.. i cant wait for nice timing for me to take prac, now it will be pushed forward as i only have a few months till my membership expires.. it really sucks big time, ns pay isnt tat great, cant afford to do supid things.. i have this calander with me, its like a diary, usually my empty slots on weekdays, i try fitting my friends in it.. luckly most of my friends are like me, having some off days during weekdays, tats a swee thing man.. imagine if even my friends are woking like the normal 9 to 6, 5 days a week kind of job, then this ns life would be a damn long one.. i seriously need to do some damage control.. theres too much time tat i had wasted doing nothing.. time rested are too much.. fun isnt sumthing tat i had in a very long time.. no long huggs kisses or more sweet memories that i could add up to my soul.. theres lesser.. i am finding more.. hoping n praying for more good days to come.. fis told me that next year she will be going for bangkok, she is happy about it.. i myself had never boarded a plan, nvr saw the big clouds underneath the wings of a plane.. nvr been around that much,.. i am happy for her, but who is happy for me? i had not been on holidays for a very long time, we are talking about years now.. its been really long time.. well she is following her aunty family there, her cousions are there.. ok ar but i kinda dislike it from one point coz i dunno i am not good with expressing myself with words.. i prefer her to go with her own family on vacation, tat would make my heart at ease.. haiss.. no holiday tat i m looking forward to.. only counting the months till i break free of this ns thing.. living day to day as it is, trying to make things fill my days.. what i could do is nothing more than just planning for my future, after ord, months before ord, but nothing much really comes when i want to have fun or sumthing.. i really want to have sum fun once in a while, i feel like i am in a prison of my own.. maybe i think too much.. but i dunno.. i have to at least make my life worth while..
Saturday, April 19, 2008
1:49 PM
when i saw the poster of this "Superhero Movie" , i thought it would be something like sum dumb scary movie shit.. scary movie was cool for the first 2 but the rest was seriously lame.. over the hill kinda lame...
then i found this trailer on youtube... damn its FUNNY!! haha.. i laugh my head off.. but i dun want to expect too much from it.. dun want to be dissapointed later..
SO SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME WATCH THE Superhero Movie!!! pleassssseeeeeeee....
Thursday, March 13, 2008
10:41 PM
i find it crappy when i am trying to shop online.. its very hard to find what i want in the first place, secondly the things that are second best arnt tat BEST at all
here is my sakit hati art
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
4:47 PM
ok ar here i go.. remember last time i said tat i might not get to changi firestation.. well maybe its becoming true.. anyway i am okay blending in to payar lebar firesation.. the momentum of 2 days work n 2 off is getting easier to adjust.. just need to plan ur year ahead.. actually its more of a guidline for what i want to do, go to do, have to do lol.. haha.. humm... if i get into changi firestation, going to work is like walking to simpang bedok for me.. YEAH!! n yuh i got to adjust to changi ways of course.. i m still not convinced tat its changi but what the heck.. its NS per'.. what more could you accept rite'..
i need to do alot of things actually.. from getting freelance work to repairing my phone.. hey do u know tat hp also can have viruses.. cool ar'.. not so cool if u kena la.. talking about freelance work.. i think i want to take up a part time job.. any ideas anyone.. i aim ard 8plus per hour?? lately i got a job to become a teacher.. its arite.. pay is good.. 20bucks per hour but the timing is just not right.. its hard to fit in to my 2 days thingy schedule.. so.. partime?? i guess doing frelance is better ar.. stay at home can save money you know.. heheheeeee...
18 freaking months to go till i get my pink ic oi!!
about
Hi there',I am Lihin
now working till Sept11
not TERRORist but NS- CD Fireman(hope so)
where, i work at??- nah... u find out urself...
I live in a quiet town called Changi
no kidding, check out my ic
tanah merah mrt is my airport
simpang bedok is my kitchen
contact
sholihin86@gmail.com
Saturday, December 20, 2008
4:01 PM
kaki lipat oi, tangan leh simpan ni mesti cicar kari pegang roti pat kaki!! this is powerful shit.. awesssooommmeeeeee...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
8:10 PM
i just woke up from a very strange yet beautiful dream well here it goes.. it was in the time of when the earth was still a jungle, i remembered that i was searching for a white montain brazilian?? i was searching for them either to kill them or help them, they are like the abonomation of new mixture of people, white beautiful skin n a mixed face, there is some mixed feelings of either hating this new people or to accept them, but i choose to help them, so i must find them, i was hiking up a mountain, amoung the lushes greenery trees n the sparkling firece waterfall, making my way up the mountain i was wearing the cave's man clothes.. then i rested n looked at the beautiful greenery untouched by humans then i looked at the sky, there i could see bright stars shining everywhere in the big dark blue canvas, fis came into picture n i fall in love with her, felt that special feeling of warmthness in my heart, the sun n moon was transparent n they met n they lay ontop of the other joining as one the stars then came down to earth like it was raining here down on earth, i felt the presence of my family members, uncles grandma n so on, they were by my side in spirit the ground shook n i took cover in a huge cave, fis n i gazed at the earth being filled with falling stars bright lights bluies n red yellowish in color, it was the most magnificient sight i had seen, i hold fis close to me, we spoke a few words n kissed, feeling each other warmthness, love , sense of belonging i remembered my prophert remembered his kind actions that led our ppl closer to allah things was sort of a blurred, things start taking shape, the first man made object that i saw was a broken wooden warning sign, like thoses in different languages sprayed in red on a white wooden plank of wood, as if the warning sign was being brought from the future the warning sign was broken by the falling stars, the shower of stars became more fierce n intense i hold fis close n we stayed on each other side, we were in love i kissed her n look at her beauty felt love gazed aponce the sky filled with the sun n moon emerged as one, on a dark blue sky filled with stars ever shine so brightly shooting stars everywhere falling onto earth, creation of allah even a poet cant express it into words wat i saw, it was the most beautiful sight i had seen in my life then on i woke up from the dream, as if fis was beside me i remembered her touch from the dream without dispair of loosing what i dreamt of, i typed the dream into words, dindnt want to forget about this dream as it was a great one i talked to my sister n she reminded me that today is the 27th day of rejab on the islamic calander where our great prophert muhammad went up above the 7 layers of sky asking allah to lowered down the prayers to 5 times a day then i told her my dream it was as if the dream was a sign
Thursday, July 24, 2008
12:06 AM
hello there... i havent posted my trip tp perak but i will update it nxt entry ok.. thanks ar azhari.. just waiting for u pic'...
singfest is here so music fanatics coming for it.. well most of them perhaps.. the tickets are very ex.. no concession prices so HAHA bloody irritating YP, u cant come, well most of u of course.. :p so back to singfest ya, its ex rite.. i saw the ad months before n i know fis would want to go for it.. i will see what i can do n hey i n serving my ns.. what do u expect rite.. budget la abothen'.. ns pay suck big time.. i asked around n google for it.. n wooohooo.. damn ex tickets i must say.. so my friend told me that i can get it for like $140 for a ticket n its like discounted a lot n i can use citybank to pay.. hummm... let me see... 140 x 2 = $280 WOW!! ex dammit... haish... i saw fis nick tat she wants to go to singfest, tat made me want to grant her that wish.. coz theres a lot of musicians tat she love, like alicia keys n jason mraz.. really should worth the money.. theres a lot of shows to see mann.. so back to the real world.. its ex.. so how... then she spoke n i can tell her that she really want to go for it.. so ok.. lets for for the singfest.. SINGFEST!!! wooho.....
kae man lets talk about august... my month plan for august is quite tight mann.. here n there bits n pieces i need to do n want to do.. one of my close friend is getting engaged, theres a chalet to organise, theres national day but i cant celebarate national day coz i m serving the nation........ , going to take the singapore flyer n so on.. EH YAH MY CLOSE FRIEND IS GETTING ENGAGED!! oh tats a very important day for me.... yet the night before, i will enjoying the night i hope'.. lets pray so that everything turns out smoothly.. hey looking back at my calander, its going to burn a deep hole in my pocket...... n the upcoming month is already the fasting month!!! time fly fast... starting 1st sept is the fasting month of Rahmadan.. wooooo... early... very early...
i think too much.. now i forgot to do a lot of things... buy this buy that, do this do that.. haisss... my hairfall is increasing.. what a fast paced life.. like for tommorow, i m on day duty.. sucks mann.. arrgghhhhhh
Saturday, May 24, 2008
3:36 PM
otak buntu seh tak tau apa nak buat, every time during off days, frist think aku fikirkan = nak jumpa fis.. aku ni one kind, selalu nak jumpa matahair.. i always try to see my girl whenever i had the chance.. tak lupa kawan ah.. after my pervious relationship with syimah, i noticed i had negleceted my friends.. from then on i had change n try to meet them as well, of course whenever i could.. but the fact of me seeing my girl still remains.. everytime aku off duty t i try see if i could meet her.. especially on weekends, friday night n such.. i dun mind waiting at home on friday when i am off duty coz at night i look forward to seeing her.. but the fact n the kind of job that designers have is quite a slap on the cheek.. no such thing as 9 to 6 job although it does say so in the contract, we clock off when we are "finished" so its a variable to when we finish work.. crap, all making me thinking of persuing that line after ord.. nowadays theres much projects that my girl have at hand, i understand that she is quite busy.. sumtimes i would fetch her n send her home even after midnight.. i willingly do it every now n then.. my work is also quite demanding as well, inspite of saving others, i need to save myself too.. 2 days 2 off, so what, it sounds nice till u r sick of it.. coz sumtimes it could fall on both sunday n sat.. tat really sucks big time, so when i have off on sat or sunday, it would be damn precious.. most of the thing i would think of is, tat is the most precious day that i would set aside for my girl.. okay, even at night time, i would try fetch her on weekdays too but, it would be a jiffy, meeting up after office hours on a weekday, r u kidding, tats very short to spend quality time together.. even my bike prac ar put on hold so as to meet her timing.. its been quite a while since i took any prac lessons.. sucks but i had it.. i cant wait for nice timing for me to take prac, now it will be pushed forward as i only have a few months till my membership expires.. it really sucks big time, ns pay isnt tat great, cant afford to do supid things.. i have this calander with me, its like a diary, usually my empty slots on weekdays, i try fitting my friends in it.. luckly most of my friends are like me, having some off days during weekdays, tats a swee thing man.. imagine if even my friends are woking like the normal 9 to 6, 5 days a week kind of job, then this ns life would be a damn long one.. i seriously need to do some damage control.. theres too much time tat i had wasted doing nothing.. time rested are too much.. fun isnt sumthing tat i had in a very long time.. no long huggs kisses or more sweet memories that i could add up to my soul.. theres lesser.. i am finding more.. hoping n praying for more good days to come.. fis told me that next year she will be going for bangkok, she is happy about it.. i myself had never boarded a plan, nvr saw the big clouds underneath the wings of a plane.. nvr been around that much,.. i am happy for her, but who is happy for me? i had not been on holidays for a very long time, we are talking about years now.. its been really long time.. well she is following her aunty family there, her cousions are there.. ok ar but i kinda dislike it from one point coz i dunno i am not good with expressing myself with words.. i prefer her to go with her own family on vacation, tat would make my heart at ease.. haiss.. no holiday tat i m looking forward to.. only counting the months till i break free of this ns thing.. living day to day as it is, trying to make things fill my days.. what i could do is nothing more than just planning for my future, after ord, months before ord, but nothing much really comes when i want to have fun or sumthing.. i really want to have sum fun once in a while, i feel like i am in a prison of my own.. maybe i think too much.. but i dunno.. i have to at least make my life worth while..
Saturday, April 19, 2008
1:49 PM
when i saw the poster of this "Superhero Movie" , i thought it would be something like sum dumb scary movie shit.. scary movie was cool for the first 2 but the rest was seriously lame.. over the hill kinda lame...
then i found this trailer on youtube... damn its FUNNY!! haha.. i laugh my head off.. but i dun want to expect too much from it.. dun want to be dissapointed later..
SO SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME WATCH THE Superhero Movie!!! pleassssseeeeeeee....
Thursday, March 13, 2008
10:41 PM
i find it crappy when i am trying to shop online.. its very hard to find what i want in the first place, secondly the things that are second best arnt tat BEST at all
here is my sakit hati art
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
4:47 PM
ok ar here i go.. remember last time i said tat i might not get to changi firestation.. well maybe its becoming true.. anyway i am okay blending in to payar lebar firesation.. the momentum of 2 days work n 2 off is getting easier to adjust.. just need to plan ur year ahead.. actually its more of a guidline for what i want to do, go to do, have to do lol.. haha.. humm... if i get into changi firestation, going to work is like walking to simpang bedok for me.. YEAH!! n yuh i got to adjust to changi ways of course.. i m still not convinced tat its changi but what the heck.. its NS per'.. what more could you accept rite'..
i need to do alot of things actually.. from getting freelance work to repairing my phone.. hey do u know tat hp also can have viruses.. cool ar'.. not so cool if u kena la.. talking about freelance work.. i think i want to take up a part time job.. any ideas anyone.. i aim ard 8plus per hour?? lately i got a job to become a teacher.. its arite.. pay is good.. 20bucks per hour but the timing is just not right.. its hard to fit in to my 2 days thingy schedule.. so.. partime?? i guess doing frelance is better ar.. stay at home can save money you know.. heheheeeee...
18 freaking months to go till i get my pink ic oi!!
Hi there',I am Lihin